2006-02-05 - 9:20 p.m.
Time to take my boys down. I had a really nice dream about one guy that I didn't include in my celebrity "to-do" list. I didn't realize he was this hot until I had a dream about him the other night, and now I feel I know him so much better. It's this guy right here:
That's right... I'm a "Lost" fanatic. I like this guy. Especially now. The dream was pretty simple, yet rather profound. It didn't get all into the bonka chicka gawacka stuff, (darn it) but here's what happened: I dreamed that I was having a serious conversation with this guy about the possibility of the two of us having a fling. He was all for it, except for the fact that he was married and he felt guilty, but it was like he couldn't resist my smokin' hot feminine wiles. har har. I was just-don't-carin' about his wife or the sanctity of marriage. I was all about some action. So he was, pardon the pun, teetering on the edge of infidelity, and he happened to be leaning towards me, face to face. You can tell when a guy wants to kiss you, because they lean in and stare at your mouth and he was doing that. So I reached up and put my hand on the back of his neck and pulled him eeeeeever so gently towards me... and he didn't even resist. The dream was very, very vivid and it was almost like a kiss in slow motion. I could see his face very clearly and his lips were very soft and he was just a superb kisser. Very realistic. I would give that actor a big chunk of cash to come over and lay one on me like that.
In other news, I put info about my drawz into the "underwear oracle" and it said this about me:
What Your Underwear Says About You
When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble!
You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.
Tomorrow, I'm going to wear my undies on the outside of my clothes and see what happens.
The weekend went by tooooo fast. I'm ready for next weekend already. All the joy has been sucked out of my job, but I think that might be a temporary thing. I don't think it's ruined for good, just for right now. I'm finding all kinds of extra revenue for my company and working my special magic over there, and I think things are going to go in my favor, but I hate the feeling of having to prove myself to every new guy that shows up on the scene. My sense of security has been shaken and it's going to take some time for me to feel better about it.
I hope I have another smoochy dream tonight. I am waiting for science to come up with a way for people to program in whatever kind of dream they want to have on any given night. Wouldn't that be swell??!??!??!?
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